So as many of you probably gathered from my last post i've finally been dumped by Freddie Barron. I know a lot of you back home will be a little angry at my recent actions but i hope you all understand it didn't come easy for me. I've spent the last 16 months seeing the same person every single day and night. Today i had to say goodbye to that person who has done so much for me, more than anyone else has ever done, my best friend and my brother.

Saying goodbye to him this evening was one of the hardest things i've ever done, this goodbye will be remembered by us both for ever. I hugged Brad and Freddie goodbye and grabbed my things, as i looked back i saw freddie was a little upset, maybe it was the sun reflecting in his eyes, either way i dropped my things and gave him another hug, i didn't show it at the time how hard it was to say goodbye as we are all men. But i can say to anyone who is reading this that i didn't enjoy it one bit. i don't ever want to say goodbye to someone like Freddie ever. I keep telling myself its just fairwell for now. But it feels really shit.

I've decided to give the farm work a miss, it isn't for me, i need to be around young people who want to party and enjoy life. I'm going to take my journey back into Cairns and work my way down towards the great barrier reef. I didn't want to do this journey alone but think it will give us the chance to learn more about ourselfs. Ever since we got here things have been so smooth running, we had each other for everything, food, cleaning, cooking and pulling :)

Now i'll have to defend for myself, find my own food and cook it, decide where i shall go next without consulting anyone. This is going to be a long rough lonely path i'm walking but know it will be worth it all in the end.

I just want to add on a side note that Brad is a wonderful young guy who has joined our journey for the past few weeks, it was sad to say goodbye to an amazing man and i hope we will cross paths again. Brad and Freddie will have an amazing time on this farm, they will earn so much money and i wish them the best of luck! Please guys take care of each other!

I'm currently on the coach heading back into Cairns where im meeting a young lady to spend Valentines day with, i'm hoping this will cheer me up a little as the past 3 hours since i left Freddie and Brad haven't been so good. i don't know where i am staying tonight nor where i am heading. Just going to rock up in Cairns, go for a meal and party till i drop. Hopefully this will take my mind of recent decisions.

I don't know when Freddie and I will cross paths again but i do know we are a few hours away from each other, i'll always be there no matter what happens. So everyone back home please don't worry, you know Freddie as well as i do, he can take care of himself and if anything was to go wrong, i'll be there.

I've Asked freddie to send me text message every few days informing me of what he is doing so i can upload them to my website for you all to enjoy. So please stay tuned!